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Getting Through the Holidays
By: Laurie Taylor
Holidays are difficult when someone you love has died. The empty chair at the table, seeing families who are still intact and remembering traditions magnify the absence of our loved one. Everyone else seems so joyful and full of the holiday spirit. Don’t they remember that we are grieving? Don’t they remember that our precious loved one died?
Getting through the holidays becomes exhausting and taxing and difficult. We hope these simple suggestions might help you as you make your way through these very hard days.
Remember that the anticipation of the day is often more difficult than the actual holiday. Decide what you are going to do on the day. Keep it simple. You can change your mind depending on how you feel when the actual day arrives.
Accept that you are sad and that this year is different. You are not going to be blissfully happy and filled with holiday cheer. You are grieving the loss of someone very special in your life. Grief doesn’t disappear on holidays.
Give yourself permission to experience all of your feelings and to process all of your thoughts. Be kind to yourself.
Keep your expectations realistic. Keep holiday plans manageable and bite-sized.
Remember that it’s perfectly fine to get away for the holidays (following strict COVID precautions) and to do something entirely different this year. It’s also perfectly fine to do nothing and ignore the holidays.
Acknowledge that you don’t have to do it all this year. Ask others to take some of the responsibilities you have done in the past.
Allow yourself not to accept invitations to gatherings, even virtual ones. Follow your heart and do only what you think you can manage.
Practice some possible responses in anticipation of invitations that you may choose to decline if you aren’t up to attending or if the host pressures you to attend. You don’t have to give an immediate response. You can say, “Thank you. Let me think about this.” You can also say, “Thank you. I’m not up to it this time, but please ask me again.”
If you do participate in a holiday event, develop an exit plan in advance. Before you go or get on the Zoom call, decide how long you are going to stay. Leave when you need to leave. You can always change your exit plan if needed.
Anticipate that you may have grief bursts or grief tsunamis as the holidays magnify your loved one’s absence. You may miss them even more on these special days.
Remember you can honor your loved one by preparing their favorite dish, getting an ornament in their honor, lighting a candle, etc. Share with family and friends that you are honoring your loved one or honor them privately.
Know that it’s okay to buy a gift for your loved one. Your need to get something special for them is important.
Acknowledge that just because you do something different this year doesn’t mean you’ll do it this way next year, or the next. You have the opportunity to keep some traditions, put some traditions on hold, change some traditions or add new traditions.
Take good care of yourself during the holidays. Rest. Slow down. Spend time alone if you need it. Give yourself permission to cry, to laugh, to smile and to do whatever you need to do to get through the holidays.
Be proud of yourself for making it through this very difficult time of year. Grief is hard. It’s not a question of “if” you can get through the holidays. You are already doing it.