You Still Matter to Me

The time we had together will never be enough
My grief is a measure of the depth of my love for you.
Profound.  Fathomless.  Bottomless.  

Without you, I no longer know who I am.
The meaning and purpose of my existence left with you.
Lost.  Wandering.  Anchorless.

Intense grief will guide me to a renewal of my spirit.
I will begin to learn to embrace life without you.
Confusing.  Guilt.  Grief.

The intensity of my grief will lower and I will mourn the loss.
Just know that you always have and always will matter to me.
Love.  Reconciliation.  Hope.